Why can't they just happy for me for one minutes?

I felt all at once - Deeply grateful and horribly depressed -

I felt greateful because I certainly need to hear a compliment from man, and not just a compliment. I haven't heard someone told me that: I am looking great for as long as I remember -

Finally when I heard that word again last night, my heart beat run faster than the guy at the pool. I was grateful becuase finally someone interested to get to know me as a person and not just as a sex machine.............

I felt horribly depressed because my good friend (any such of a good friend?) said that : I can't afford to have it. I can't built relationship and don't even dream on it! DAMN YOU....!

Why can they just happy for me in one minutes? perhaps give me some support will be great instead of given me such a negetive verb............

Thanks for telling me...

May GOD bless you

Amen