Dear God.....
Remember me? George, one of your boys, of course you do, you're God." I paused for a moment because I felt silly talking to the sky. When I noticed the clouds moving, revealing a full moon, and a wave of emotion over him, and I started to talk to God once more:
" I've been hiding from you for quite sometime, but you know that. I won't bore you with my life and what's been going on with me 'cause you already know. I just need some help here. I need some question answered. I want my life to work. And I know you can help me...."
I stop and took a deep breath and began to talk again. My voice fell into a rythm, a potent mix of strength and valnerability.
"I am trying not to let the obvious control me. You know, my being a gay, I have learned to live with it, I want to love it. I guest you in all your wisdom know how I can do that. I want love in my life! Isn't it one of the best gifts you gave us, your children? If it's not "HIM", then make sure it's someone who loves me.
Remember me? George, one of your boys, of course you do, you're God." I paused for a moment because I felt silly talking to the sky. When I noticed the clouds moving, revealing a full moon, and a wave of emotion over him, and I started to talk to God once more:
" I've been hiding from you for quite sometime, but you know that. I won't bore you with my life and what's been going on with me 'cause you already know. I just need some help here. I need some question answered. I want my life to work. And I know you can help me...."
I stop and took a deep breath and began to talk again. My voice fell into a rythm, a potent mix of strength and valnerability.
"I am trying not to let the obvious control me. You know, my being a gay, I have learned to live with it, I want to love it. I guest you in all your wisdom know how I can do that. I want love in my life! Isn't it one of the best gifts you gave us, your children? If it's not "HIM", then make sure it's someone who loves me.
When I was hiding, I knew you could see me, and I know you have protecting me. Protecting me when I got too drunk to care.
Thanks you, I want to be a better person, I want to do more to make you proud of me! I want people to understand that you knew what you were doing when you make us all so different from each other.
But I don't understand why me? uncaning all your childrens, don't understand that why do we spend so much time hurting each other?
Till then, hope to see what's coming from sky soon.....
G'nite and Bless
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