LOVE - it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and...

Hey Gorgeous.....

You know, when I said I didn't not believed in love! Well, that wasn't true, I know alot about love. I've seen it, and I've had it for awhile till I took it back. I've seen and experiences for a centuries, and enjoyed it, and it was the only things that made watching your face and sadness bearable....

All those pain, lies and hate made me want to turn away from you and never look back again......

But to see the way that mankind loves, I mean, you could search the furthnest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful.

So, yes, I know that love is unconditional.

But I also know it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and, well, strangely easy to mistake for loathing and, what I am trying to say here sweetie, is I think I love you, my heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it doesn't belong to me anymore. It belongs to you, and if you wanted it. I'd wish for nothing in exchange, no gift, no good, no demontrations of devotion.

Nothing but knowing you love me, too. Just your heart in exchange for mine........

That all..... that all I could promised you.....

I remember the day you come to me, the day that I believed GOD has sent you to me, the day I looked into your eyes, the pain in your eyes and the beautiful eyes that almost faded because of the pain....

The day that for the first time I had open up my soul and trust for another human being, and the month that I almost given up about finding a love and a men in particular......

In that room with fresh crispy white sheet has changed my mind, the kissed, the beautiful kissed that you gave and the tenderness that you hold me, make me believed that you're the men that God has sent to me......

Watching you in pain make me felt more sad!!!

I has been there and felt the same at some point......

No body like to be alone at this time of painfull life.....

But I did understand if that what you wanted....

I will leave you alone for your 'healing' times....

I'll be here for awhile waiting for you, take your time (but not for toooooo long) and come back to me when 'it' ready.....

I wish you the best and hoping that you will find your way in dealing and 'healing'...... remember I am always here if you need it.... am just a call away....... will missed you for the time being........

Take a good care of yourself, and take it easy.........

Till then, hope you had a beautiful weekend, it's a sunny day... and time for my laps at the pool.....