Did I really needs a man now?

Wishing all of you had the same one as I am... maybe the better one.....

I am here not to complaint, but to share what beautiful week that I had to start my new journey of 2011... (especially after lost alot of money when am get attack in Bangkok)

31st Dec:

- Having seal the agreement and the contract was confirmed. Thanks God for this. So I had something to work on it and something to look forward every morning when am wake up....

- Great New Year party to start and to celebrate at Paul + Elisa's place - damn, they

were never stop pouring to my glass.... and my glass were never empty...

1st Jan:

- Date with gorgeous stranger that I met two night before, it was amazing that someone as gorgeous as him want to 'date' this old man.

The lunch date continue to my afternoon drinks at my place with some of my friends 'new year sore' at my balcony.

The stranger enjoying the company of my friends

I guess, by the time all called it a day, my 'date' was too drunk at my bed....

2nd Jan:

Waken up in the arms of gorgeous stranger, nice cuddle and breakfast under the beautiful sunny day in my balcony...

I was over the moon, it was the greatest day in a long time, meeting him and having him around was like 'God gift'..... It was very hard for me to let him out from my place, kissing him and cuddling him make me wanting more. I wish I could have him forever...... - Zach -

By 11am the stranger have to leave..... it sad but we have to move on, as he live in Hong Kong and am in KL. Long distance relationship doesn't work to me....

2pm - Finally agreed to have a late lunch with the guy that I've had been chatting for a month... Nice guy, but he were far to skinny then what he told me..... I am affraid that I'll break his bone when I cuddle him..

Politely, I've to asked him to excuss me, the long night is the excuss to get away from him. - thanks God -

7pm - Dinner with the guy that I've had met last month, great dinner and the wine go straight into my head, the lack of sleep, the tiredness from the night before made me want to go home early...

I got an early start the next day with my new project, but this 'date' walked me up to my home.... the rest is history.......

Wake up in the arms of nice warm body and strong cuddle.....

Breakfast in my balcony before I kick him out cos I need to get ready for my 1st meeting of the year...............

3rd Jan:

Great meeting and great day at work - sound promising and felt that I've had make the right choice for my project.

6pm - Happy hour with my business associate

8pm - 'He' is at my lobby waiting for me.....

Gosh, I must be too drunk (last night) to remember that I had a date coming tonight!

Bottle of wine and great cuddle that what in need ..................

4th Jan:

7pm - He coming to pick me up for dinner at WIP, great choice of New Zealand wine, great company and nice to shared with someone beautiful and caring.....

Wake up in the warm and strong arms.....

5th Jan:

6pm - Happy Hour with old friends, sharing about businesss great talk and more oppurtunity coming.

9pm - the stranger was at the lobby with his 'overnight' bag.... I was ecstatic, felt it's like having my old life back! seeing him and looking at his sweet face made me realised, this is the life that I've had been missing for long.

6th Jan-

7pm - he pick me up from work, having drinks at the bar and chat, but I felt that is enough for now.... I get tired with his caring and questions..............

10pm - got home and made love all night - feeling rather empty and something missing in this strong body......

7th Jan:

6am - wake up and feeling empty and confused....! Is this the real life that I've had been missing? and is this the life that I really want?

QUESTION.............. QUESTION..................

Nope, I've had a good deal that I need to complate and to reach, to make a good and real money before June and my KPI ......

Do I really need a man at this time?

12noon - Call him and told him that I need my space today - excuss, am tired from the lack of sleep, and still not get used with the sudden change..... - Ken Hudson

The sound od un-happy man.....

What should I do???????????

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